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  Unseen Magic

  Agents of Magic Book 1

  Sarah Biglow

  UNSEEN MAGIC Copyright © 2022 by Sarah Biglow.

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  This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, organizations, places, events and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

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  Print Published by Sarah Biglow: 2022

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  Contents

  June 3, 2019

  One

  Two

  June 4, 2019

  Three

  Four

  Five

  Six

  Seven

  June 5, 2019

  Eight

  Nine

  Ten

  Eleven

  Twelve

  Thirteen

  Fourteen

  Fifteen

  Sixteen

  Seventeen

  June 6, 2019

  Eighteen

  Nineteen

  June 7, 2019

  Twenty

  Unspoken Magic Blurb

  About the Author

  June 3, 2019

  One

  I’d spent so much time being invisible, stepping into the spotlight made my skin itch. Yet, I’d let my class talk me into being the spokesperson for graduation. I wasn’t good at speeches, or dealing with crowds, but maybe that was why they’d tapped me for this gig. They knew I needed to be pushed outside of my comfort zone to prove I had what it took to do the job we’d all trained for. Learning the theories and the scenarios were easy. Hell, training to shoot a gun wasn't that difficult. Though dealing with people and talking them down, that terrified me. I’d never been great at interpersonal skills and I forever worried I’d say the wrong thing.

  Which probably explained why two hours before graduation, I'd sequestered myself on the shooting range. Alone, I could focus and give myself a little magic boost to calm my nerves. For so many years, the scent of my magic had been a reminder that it had rebelled against me, making me literally invisible to the people around me. But I’d worked hard the last few years to regain control—to be seen when I wanted. Even now, when it welled up around me, what should be the soothing scent of lavender sparked a moment of panic that it was going to rise up and swallow me whole again.

  “Why am I not surprised you’re hiding out here?” a familiar voice called from behind me.

  The sudden intrusion on my solitude made me jump and set down the unloaded weapon on the booth in front of me. The protective earmuffs hung around my neck. The voice made me picture an old friend as I turned to see soon-to-be Special Agent Perri Frasier standing in the doorway. We’d bonded a lot during the academy.

  “Because you know me too well,” I offered and took the earmuffs off. At least the version of me I’d let my classmates see over the last five months. Magic was a secret to be guarded and I couldn’t go blabbing about it to just anyone.

  She sauntered up beside me and leaned against the barrier between my stall and the next. She was heavier set than me—which wasn’t hard—and about half a foot taller. I had seen her take down guys twice her size with precision. There weren’t many other people I’d want to have my back in a mundane fight.

  “Have you even decided what you’re going to say?” she prodded, tucking loose strands of dirty blonde hair behind her ear.

  I shrugged and shoved my hands in my pockets. “I mean, what they expect me to say. Stuff about how it was tough getting where we are, that we’ve got a long road ahead, and that we’ll get there, because we’ve got each other.”

  “Well, that’s something. Then again, no one expects you to be a great orator, Kay,” she said with a smirk.

  “Glad I won’t disappoint anyone then,” I quipped with a smile.

  “Do you think you’ll head back up north afterward?”

  I hadn’t admitted my plans to anyone, but I was eager to go somewhere new after I finished the academy. There were things and people I’d been avoiding back home in Boston, namely my parents. So, I’d put in requests to go anywhere else. Hell, I would settle in Texas if that’s where they decided I needed to go.

  “I’ll go where they send me,” I answered, purposely avoid her question.

  She clucked her tongue at me. “You’re hiding from more than just graduation,” she surmised.

  I rolled my eyes. “Don’t profile me.”

  “Habit. And I’m not sorry. Whatever drama you’ve got going back home is going to impact you on the job one day. It’s better to clear that up now before it festers.”

  I sighed. “It’s just family stuff.” It wasn’t a total lie. I did have family shit waiting back home. I didn’t want the pressure of having to reconnect with parents whose own expectations of their then-teenage daughter had turned her into a Whisperer. In a few short hours, I might be Special Agent Kayla Rogers, but even she had limits on the pain she could endure.

  “Aren’t your parents going to be here?”

  I shook my head. “We aren’t really on speaking terms. They didn’t show up for my college graduation either, so I don’t see why this would be any different.”

  “They might surprise you.” The certainty in her tone caught my attention.

  What does she know?

  My newly-trained investigator brain told me to press her, to coax the information from her. Except I was still too nervous about getting through graduation to push her any more.

  “What about you? Where are you hoping to end up?” I turned the topic to her instead—good old deflection.

  “I put in my top request to stick around Virginia.”

  “Well maybe we’ll get lucky, and both end up here,” I said with what I intended to be a hopeful note in my voice.

  Perri wrapped her arm around my shoulders and pulled me in for a one-armed hug. “I’m telling you, Kay, parents aren’t that scary.”

  That’s because her parents were decent people. She wasn’t trying to outrun a past that still threatened to ruin everything she’d worked for. Although, given that I was one step away from being handed a badge and gun, most of that past seemed firmly rooted in my rearview. The criminal activity at the very least was something I’d never touch again.

  I couldn’t shake the sense of foreboding that tugged at my subconscious. It whispered there were things that I couldn’t escape, no matter how fast or far I fled. Somehow I’d managed to silence those voices all the way through school and the academy. I refused to let them get in my way now. Not when I was so close to starting a new chapter of my life. One where I dictated what happened, not other people and most certainly not my magic.

  My throat went dry as I sat in the front row, listening to the Director of the FBI welcome everyone to the ceremony. My fellow recruits sat around me in silence. Some were stoic, looking straight ahead while others craned their necks to see what family had come to show their support. I glanced down at the notes I’d hastily scrawled on a note card, so I didn’t completely embarrass myself.

  “You’ve got this,” Perri said beside me. It wasn’t a secret that she had been picked by our instructors to receive a special award for her skills in physical fitness.

  Branson
Slattery, a rail-thin black man with a buzzcut and a gaze that could rival the Mona Lisa was set to receive an award for academics. Which meant he sat on my other side. I’d earned the spot in the middle, because I was the class spokesperson.

  “She’s right. You’re going to kill it,” he offered, patting my shoulder.

  I swallowed a time or two to get the parched feeling off my tongue as I waited for my cue to take the stage. I didn’t have to wait long. The Director glanced my way and said, “And now we will have remarks from the graduating class spokesperson, Kayla Rogers.”

  A few whistles went up from my fellow recruits as I took the stage. I set my notes on the lectern and gripped the sides with both hands until my knuckles turned pale. Gazing out at the mass of faces, I tried not to get lost in them. I briefly scanned the crowd, half expecting to see my parents in there somewhere. Perri had been so certain they’d make an appearance that when I didn’t pick them out, disappointment washed over me.

  Exhaling slowly, I turned my gaze to Perri. It would be easier if I pretended I was talking just to her. She gave me an encouraging smile and for a moment, I was reminded of yet another person who’d set me on this journey. One I intended to honor with this speech if all went well.

  “So, five months ago, most of us showed up at the academy with hopes and dreams of being some pretty kick-ass federal agents,” I began. The statement earned a few chuckles from the crowd. “I don’t think any of us expected it to be easy, but I know I never anticipated it would lead me to do so much soul searching.”

  Hot tears pricked at the backs of my eyes, but I held strong. I wasn’t going to cry. Not when I was supposed to be projecting strength and confidence. “I came into this journey, because a friend put her life on the line to protect people, to protect me, and she made the ultimate sacrifice. Her bravery inspired me to do better with my life. To pay back what she did for me.”

  I paused to collect myself. It had been nearly two years since Ezri had died to save all of magic and it still felt fresh. Like she was supposed to walk through the door any minute, asking for my help. I’d been so snarky the first time we’d met and reluctant to break the rules for her even when little girls’ lives were on the line. I’d been unsure of who I was back then. It took losing her to realize I needed to regain control of my life once and for all.

  “We’ve all been through some rough patches over the last few months. Training exercises pushed us out of our comfort zones and tested our mental and physical strength.” My voice grew louder, firmer as I spoke. I didn’t even need to glance down at my notes now. “And I know there were days that more than a few of us worried we’d break under the responsibility of taking those weapons onto the streets.”

  I gestured to the table just off the stage where our firearms and ammunition waited. “But we’ve made it. We’re graduating and we’re about to represent the best of what this country stands for. We’re going to be fair and just. We’re going to protect the citizens wherever we land. And we know we’re not going to be alone when we do it, because no matter where we go, we’ll always have the bonds we built here.”

  I pocketed the note card and stepped back from the lectern. Perri beamed up at me and even Branson gave me an approving look. His gaze followed me as I stepped down from the stage and returned to my seat. I sank into the leather backing as the collective's attention turned to bestowing honors on the award recipients.

  At least now I had time to breathe and really take in the fact I was about to graduate from the fucking FBI Academy. I turned to take in the crowd behind the graduating class. I spotted our instructors taking up the first row with other agents peppered in, identified by their flak jackets and badges. There were the obligatory relatives for most of my colleagues and I thought I caught movement at the very back of the crowd. They were too quick for me to catch their face properly, but my gut told me I should recognize them.

  “Kayla Rogers,” the Director called my name.

  I was so zoned out I hadn’t realized we’d already moved on to receiving our badges and credentials. Normally it would have gone alphabetically, but being voted spokesperson meant I got to go first. I returned to the stage, took the badge and credentials, and slid the chain over my head. The Director offered his hand and I shook it.

  As I started to pull back, he leaned in and whispered, “Good speech, Agent.”

  “Thank you, sir,” I replied, and he relinquished my hand.

  I returned down the stairs and back to my seat. Perri and Branson followed, and then the rest of the class in alphabetical order until Lilian Zang sported her credentials.

  “I present to you the graduating class of 2019,” the Director said.

  One of the instructors gestured for us to follow him to the table to receive our service weapons. Even though I’d put in countless hours on the shooting range, slipping the weapon into a holster on my hip still felt foreign.

  A second instructor began circulating amongst our group, passing out envelopes with duty assignments. She bypassed Perri and I, and went searching for Branson. He’d already retreated to his family. His parents and four siblings clustered around him, inspecting his badge and credentials with pride.

  “You were selling yourself short before,” Perri chided, nudging my shoulder. “That speech was great. You almost made me cry.”

  “I kind of surprised myself, too.”

  “You never talked about your friend before,” she added.

  “It’s kind of a touchy subject. She was a cop back home. Line of duty death,” I said. Every word of it was true. Perri didn’t need to know that Ezri Trenton had been the Savior and her line of duty death didn’t have anything to do with her job as a police detective.

  “The fact you chose the same line of work says a lot about how much she must have meant to you,” Perri offered as the instructor came back and handed her an envelope.

  “I like to think she’d be proud of me,” I said, tracking the instructor’s movements as she approached the instructor who’d passed out our guns. Everyone else, but me held an envelope now. Pushing the unease down, I turned back to Perri. “So, the suspense is killing me. Where’d you end up?”

  She slid her finger beneath the flap and pulled out a folded sheet of paper. I spotted the official FBI letterhead at the top. “You have been assigned to the Washington D.C. field office,” she read aloud.

  “Not quite Virginia, but pretty damn close,” I noted.

  “Yeah. I’ll take it.” She looked around. “Why haven’t you gotten your assignment yet?”

  Before I could answer, someone tapped my shoulder. I turned to see the instructor who’d been handing out assignments standing there looking solemn. “Agent Rogers, I need you to come with me.”

  Every instinct screamed at me, warning something was wrong. That all of this was about to fall apart before it even started. I did my best to keep a calm demeanor as I followed her out of the room into a side hallway. The Director stood there, like he’d been waiting for me. Without warning, the instructor left me there. No explanation.

  “Sir, I don’t mean to complain, but I’m a little confused. Everyone else received their duty assignments.”

  “Except you,” he finished.

  I nodded. “Did I do something wrong?”

  He shook his head, his lips breaking out into a smile. “On the contrary. You were slated for the D.C. office, but a Senior Field Agent requested you by name for a joint taskforce. You report for duty tomorrow morning.”

  “What?” My voice pitched up a few notes. In that moment, my brain tried to process the excitement that I’d been about to stick with Perri post-graduation and the disappointment that it was dashed by some nameless agent I’d never met. A little bit of excitement tried to sneak in at the prospect of being tapped for such a prestigious assignment straight out of the academy.

  “You’re getting on a plane in thirty minutes, Agent Rogers.”

  “Where am I going?”

  “Boston.”
br />   So much for avoiding a trip home.

  Two

  Cramming clothes into a bag ten minutes later, I couldn’t help feeling torn. Getting tapped for a taskforce was a big deal, especially right out of the academy. I didn’t have any field experience for one thing. For all I knew, I’d end up doing coffee runs for the other agents and local police liaisons. But what had I done to deserve it? As I zipped up the bag, the door behind me whined on its hinges. Perri stood there, worry lines creasing her forehead.

  “I’m fine,” I told her.

  “What happened? You disappeared and now I find you packing.”

  The concern in her tone was touching. She assumed I’d gotten bad news. “Yeah, I got detailed to a taskforce back home. They expect me on a plane in twenty minutes.”

  “Seriously?” her concern turned to excitement as she flung herself at me. “That’s amazing. No one gets tapped for big assignments like that right after graduation. I mean, six months or a year down the line, maybe, if you’re lucky.”

  “Why don’t we hold that assessment until I know what I’m actually doing?”

  Perri stepped back and straightened, falling into a more professional posture. “You’re right. Well, I’m sure whatever it is, you’ll do great. They wouldn’t have picked you if they didn’t believe in you.”

  “Thanks for the vote of confidence,” I replied, checking my phone to make sure I wasn’t late.